Sometimes I think that my life could really be a soap opera, especially my love life 🤦🏾♀️ I could really put this shit on a TV screen. **sigh**
Well, on the latest episode of As the world turns in Erica’s life, let me tell y’all how ya girl is back single… probably was single to begin with but that’s neither here nor there.
WARNING ‼️ ⚠️ YOU WILL READ CURSE WORDS SO IF YOU’RE SENSITIVE TO CURSE WORDS THEN YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO READ PAST THIS 😆
Ok so let’s proceed.
Y’all I got bamboozeled. I got swindled. I got lied to. I got manipulated. Plain and simple I got played. REAL PLAYED 🤦🏾♀️
Get ya 🍿 ladies and gentlemen cause this is about to blow you away.
I’m going to start with the end and kind of piggy back off of that.
Here we go….
So last Monday my car broke down. It was running hot. Monday night when it was running hot I text my “man” and I was like I was trying to ask if you knew any reasons my car would be running hot.
So I waited. I called.
But he text 🙄 that he couldn’t talk at the moment and he would hit me back later.
Mind you it’s like 11 pm.
So me being me like damn I just had a question about my car but I guess you don’t care.
So I text you don’t know if me and my kids are stranded or not.
At that point I’m just like fuck it. Ok. I made it home went to sleep but boy oh boy I couldn’t wait to wake up and hear his excuse.
Morning came he called. We talked he explained his excuse. That was that.
I dropped my car off to the shop and when I got the call of what was wrong, I called my “man” and asked him if he would help me get my car fixed. He said yea 🙄
Wednesday came, we got into a little mini argument. Nothing too big. He hung up on me and he said that he wasn’t mad at me, he just didn’t feel like being bothered.
Ok 👌🏾 whatever.
Later that evening I text him and asked if he was still planning on helping me with my car.
Thursday came, that was the day my car was set to be ready. So that morning I text him like hey my car is ready are you still helping me, I text you yesterday you didn’t respond just seeing what’s up.
No reply. But when I called he sent me to voicemail and text me, “I’ll call you”
Ok. I let a few hours go by.
At this point it’s around 11 am.
I called him and guess the fuck what????
My number was blocked ‼️
So ya girl got a call/text app. I called him from that number it rung 😳😳😳😳😳
He answered. I’m like are you still going to help me with my car and why am I blocked?? Like I explained the money that I had to pay to get my car fixed was actually to be used to get my kids school things for back to school not even mentioning I hadn’t payed the bills yet. Anything could’ve helped.
He goes on to say, “so you still trying to force me to to talk to you”. Hold up what??? How is that trying to force you to talk to me? I’m calling to see if you’re still helping me with my car that’s a simple yes or no.
So he hung up blocked that number.
So what did I do? I proceeded to text and I mean textttttttt and write paragraphs saying what I felt and what I had to say cause when I’m pissed that’s just what I have the propensity to do. I feel like if you’re going to be ignorant then I am too 🤷🏾♀️
So I text, I called. He picked up some calls still made it seem like I was trying to force him to talk to me after he said he didn’t want to be bothered.
How sway? How???? Make it make sense.
I cried y’all. I was in a real vulnerable place. I felt like my whole world had come to an end and for a moment I wanted to end it… all of it. For my car to break down, for him to block me when I really needed him. Wheewwwww.
Today is Tuesday. I am STILL BLOCKED! He has ignored every text, every call. When I call from a different number and he answers, soon as he hears my voice he hangs up 😂🤦🏾♀️
So basically all this time everything was a lie. The we’re getting married. LIES! How he loved me. LIES! All the shit was liesssssss. Big freaking lies.
He just didn’t want to help me and he used that as a way of escape. I’ve come to the conclusion that it was just about sex. He had no intentions on marrying me or any of that. When I needed him he showed his true colors.
This is just 1 part of the story. There will be a part 2 maybe even a part 3 about the things that happened in the “relationship” before it got to this point.
I can’t lie y’all, I’m hurt. But as the days go by it hurts a little less. To be lied to like that and just tried like that! 🤦🏾♀️💔 man oh man.
The good thing though, is that my car is fixed and I still have my kids school things taken care of and the bills. My blessings always come. God never just leaves me to the wolves, EVER!
Guess it true when they say put your trust in a higher power and not in man cause man will let you down EVERY SINGLE TIME ‼️
Stay tuned for part 2.